fuck this paper. fuck the morning. fuck me!
Singing songs, fire, beach. food, sunsets, swimming, fairy home building, and card games and riddles minute mystery and jokes
I just cried.
“first time daddy sees his 3 week old”
this is beautiful.
He’s looking at her like she’s made of gold.
i will never NOT reblog this. this is absolutely beautiful.
:’)
THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
why is it that when I have feelings for someone, I get used,
but when someone has feelings for me, I feel no chemistry.
is love out to get me?
does it want to see me crawl?
is love just messing with me?
does it want me to cave?
when I said, “I want the real thing” I meant it.
but it seems like love disagrees.
Maybe it is all the GG I have been watching, but I feel so inefficient. Most likely because I don’t…put myself out there anymore. I think to myself, “Hey K- where is this boy toy you wanted?” My not so wit filled response? “Nonexistent.”
I want to do…whatever it is. Then my mind yells, “Don’t! You will get hurt”. So, I run.
I just want to be my adventurous self again. I never thought that I would ever leave that bubbly blonde I used to be. She shows sometimes. Rarely. I feel like she is dying, no- suffocating inside of me. Being replaced with this shy and uninteresting sub-self.
I need adventure.
I need my old self back.
I need to just not be common.
But I am to scared.
And nothing you can do to help me fight this fear.
Maybe I just need a cosmic love. One the Gods will fear.
is that to much to ask?
omfg
what the fucking hell is this man
So, life has been really strange lately. Dont know why, but it has. I think I have just been to stressed. But I want that to change. I want to smile, and laugh, and do so many things I have not done in so long. Thanks to Spring. (my friend, not the season…) She has gotten through to me, when I did not think anyone could. Now, time to chug some chocolate milk. Cheers!
